真正的演講課後自我評估

我要讀一門英語演講課，今個星期做了第一項破冰式的評估，就是要作一段90秒的自我介紹。課後，老師要我們寫一小段的自我評估。不寫還好，寫了反而令我開始反思。

講稿早已準備好，且背得滾瓜爛熟。自說自話90秒，不會有甚麼變數，原本一切都可以在計劃之中，沒有甚麼需要反思的。只是在開講（好攞命的大陸語言）之前，老師問了個令人不禁沉思的問題。

她跟我們說，要自我介紹，首先就要了解自己，所以不妨試試，回家後想一下自己會怎樣說這三句話：

I am _______

I like _______

I believe ________

動聽的話

早陣子立法會選舉，在地鐵站看到一位候選人的廣告，口號是「只做實事，唔玩政治」。

我不禁對這句口號感到詫異。既然你「唔玩政治」，為何要進入議會？為何要參與這場政治界的盛事？

我討厭那些議員，打著所謂民生𣄃號，籍此對政治議題避而不談。假如要在兩者之間作抉擇，應該放棄民生、選擇為政治賣命的候選人，因為這才是立法會議員最重要的工作。

隨筆十（2016中秋）

中秋向來是我最喜歡的節日。

我喜歡中秋，因為它是九月的節日。九月是剛開學的月份，往往充滿幹勁，而且生活仍然紀律，加上那還是夏天唯一一個節日（不認為秋天已經開始，還說已到中間），所以通常令人印象深刻。過去四年，我是如何渡過中秋節，至今仍然記得很清楚。

尤其三年前──2013年的中秋，更教我畢生難忘。儘管如此，今天我卻沒甚麼感覺。我不相信紀念日，我認為週年紀念日沒有甚麼意義。真正懷念的時候，反而是在同一個季節，某天與當天天氣相若的一日。

一向有這種想法，而今天體會最深，因為我還是第一次下大雨過中秋。原本想給自己培養傷感的情緒，但先是失敗，再想到根本沒這必要。

但我還是逼自己打了這篇毫無意義的網誌。

自作孽

之一

寂寞者

夜半

霧漫

逆風

拔劍

鋒芒畢露

盡臂

幾近削壁而行

The only thing I could think of

(6th September)

I know that this blogpost is supposed, as shown as the publish date, to be done on 3rd September, but I wrote this today whatsoever.

There is only one real reason for all the late posts these weeks: I couldn’t think of what the write. I mean, of course, I’ve got a lot to say and write, but they were all trivial stuffs. As a result, every time when I finally sat down in front of my computer, I’d already forgotten what I had planned to write! Therefore, I decide to talk about the only thins I could think of about my life, which I have just kept this to myself, for this week’s blog.

My future is full of uncertainty; meanwhile, lots of possibilities. There are a lot of things I would like to do, and numerous plans that I’d like to achieve. However, like those “trivial stuffs” I would like to say on this site, I am not as passionate to pay much effort for it. For instance, I often plan to devote myself into the publishing industry, simply because it would be suitable for me, I guess, perhaps; And sometimes I imagine when I gain some wealth, I will have my own bar. But when I’m alone, and think serious about what would I really want to do with my life, I found none of theses are something that I would spend my life onto.