Up to this day, I could still hardly explain why I
have started learning sign language.
To a few friends and myself, I said one day I felt
like God told me to do so, which was true – felt
so. But I won’t explain so to most people because I wouldn’t like to sound too
Christian before one has some understandings about myself. That’s why I would
say “one day I wanted to learn something special, so I went to learn sign language”
every time.
Traces could be found from the past. Back to my most
cynical days, for once I really wanted to pretend as a deaf and dumb person
before people like what Holden in The Catcher in the Rye wanted to. In the
story, he finally didn’t, so do I, so far, at least.