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The only thing I could think of

(6th September)

I know that this blogpost is supposed, as shown as the publish date, to be done on 3rd September, but I wrote this today whatsoever.

There is only one real reason for all the late posts these weeks: I couldn’t think of what the write. I mean, of course, I’ve got a lot to say and write, but they were all trivial stuffs. As a result, every time when I finally sat down in front of my computer, I’d already forgotten what I had planned to write! Therefore, I decide to talk about the only thins I could think of about my life, which I have just kept this to myself, for this week’s blog.

My future is full of uncertainty; meanwhile, lots of possibilities. There are a lot of things I would like to do, and numerous plans that I’d like to achieve. However, like those “trivial stuffs” I would like to say on this site, I am not as passionate to pay much effort for it. For instance, I often plan to devote myself into the publishing industry, simply because it would be suitable for me, I guess, perhaps; And sometimes I imagine when I gain some wealth, I will have my own bar. But when I’m alone, and think serious about what would I really want to do with my life, I found none of theses are something that I would spend my life onto.

痕跡

能留下多少痕跡？

最近選舉期，免不了想起自己參與選舉的經歷。三年前16歲，還在讀中五，那年跑了去參選中學的學生會。內閣的名字是「Feather」，理念大概就是指，相對於人數過千的全體師生，由只有10個人組成的學生會內閣，確實是微不足道。學生會好比一條羽毛，縱是渺少，但假若得到師生支持，我們就像乘著風，同樣可以飛得好遠、好高⋯⋯

Week 74

I will be leaving HK in less than two weeks. I’m going to study in Shanghai for one semester. My future is full of uncertainty.

One thing I’ve been avoiding to talk about: procrastination. It’s serious, especially when I can clearly tell how many days I still have to deal with that large amount of works, but I’m still doing nothing at the moment.

Thought less about the past this week; imagined about my future. How would the days in mainland be like? Which university will I be studying in? When would be the next time I see that few people I wanted to see?

Surrounded by politics. How depressing it is that I can’t vote for the Legco. I’m departing the day before. Those electioneering forums are all terribly boring. I used to spend much time on watching 2012’s forums, which made me expected a lot from this year’s. The candidates suck. My favourite politicians are not participating.

Nujabes – Luv Sic

What I need is the break

Returned to Hong Kong last night. Travelling in Taiwan is more like leaving Hong Kong than actually travelling to elsewhere.

Didn’t think and read much throughout the entire trip. Except for the first night that we only drank beer in the hostel, every night we went to bars, pubs, clubs and nightclubs. Clubbing in Taiwan is horrible. They do no control on the gender ratio, and that made me feel like I had entered a gay club.

I'm not a smoker, but I smoked pretty much too. Never smoked such frequently, but I’m not addicted to it at all. I enjoy smoking. I won’t say I love smoking, but I like doing so. In fact, what I need is not the cigarette, not tobacco; I need the break. Sometimes I would really like to leave the group for a couple minutes, for or not for any reason.

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記事

偶然打開那部封塵已久、中毒已深的電腦，又看了一遍舊相片。我怪自己以前拍照不夠多，許多往事都未有好好紀錄；又怪自己為何沒有相機，合照常常要人家代拍，最後又拿不回照片。

我認為拍照是最好的記事形式。拍照除了能真實地紀錄畫面，更有一項常被忽略的優點──讓紀錄行為與被紀錄的事情同步發生。