The only thing I could think of

(6th September)

I know that this blogpost is supposed, as shown as the publish date, to be done on 3rd September, but I wrote this today whatsoever.

There is only one real reason for all the late posts these weeks: I couldn’t think of what the write. I mean, of course, I’ve got a lot to say and write, but they were all trivial stuffs. As a result, every time when I finally sat down in front of my computer, I’d already forgotten what I had planned to write! Therefore, I decide to talk about the only thins I could think of about my life, which I have just kept this to myself, for this week’s blog.

My future is full of uncertainty; meanwhile, lots of possibilities. There are a lot of things I would like to do, and numerous plans that I’d like to achieve. However, like those “trivial stuffs” I would like to say on this site, I am not as passionate to pay much effort for it. For instance, I often plan to devote myself into the publishing industry, simply because it would be suitable for me, I guess, perhaps; And sometimes I imagine when I gain some wealth, I will have my own bar. But when I’m alone, and think serious about what would I really want to do with my life, I found none of theses are something that I would spend my life onto.

It was that moment – when I for the first time discovered that one thing, which could really make me feel passionate when thinking of it, and feel like it is completely reasonable and worth for me to spend my life on it after deliberation – made me understood all those imaginations in the past are all not the right way for me, though they perhaps are not unfeasible.

That moment happened more than a year ago. As time passes by, I’m getting clear that I’m serious at it. The only thing I find it worthy to my life is: education. Yes, education. No matter who I become, maybe an ordinary civil servant, maybe an author, maybe a politician, or whatever, my final aim would be education.

Throwing back to the past, I notice there are signs that showed I am such a kind of person since I was a primary school student. I’m not going to mention them on by one because it would be too boring, but there’s one thing that I am in the mood to talk about. I used to fall in love into two girls. One was my primary school classmate, and one I met her when between form 3 and form 4. Later on, when they graduated from secondary school, both of them majored in education in university! I really liked them, up till today, they were the only two girls among all girls I know who I reckon them as “very gfable”. If I will be married, that person would probably be a teacher.

Why? God knows!